This is the final straw about some friends… everything has stretched my limits … I do have trust issues whenever I meet new people etc that’s why I pretty much prefer to be left alone than socialize. One thing is when I am sure that we connect as friends, I will give you the benefit of a doubt and treat you nicely from my heart as a good friend.

Lately, I realize how some so called friends of mine are simply just treating me like a fool. Thank you. It is ok I do not regret being nice to you but knowing that you simply put a negative ”tag” on me or taking advantage of my kindnesss make me certain that some people should just be off my list. 

There are some people that I will not mind if they are gone … I have tried my best to be nice but somehow they do make up certain obstacles for me … infact major ones that are hindering a major aspect in my life. While they are enjoying themselves, I am left in the miserable corner. One way or another I am being entangled in the messy circle, taking a toll in my life. I am walking away from some things now which I can do without. I believe if some people do not appreciate, there is no point being nice especially when they deprive u of something precious.

What is more important than my own bliss? Thus, I am holding on tightly to my love and faith, not allowing anyone to take them away from me.

I shall learn to be a tad more selfish in dealing with people next time and open my eyes bigger before trusting some people.