For I am a sinner for being expressive, direct and open about my woes. Ever since I am young, I thought being direct and sharing with people are important instead of being aloof and faking a false front.
Therefore, I speak up and communicate my emotions, be it happiness, sadness or worries. Maybe I am wrong after all. I am actually causing people more problems by confiding in them. Seriously, I always welcome anyone to confide in me and I am willing to provide a listening ear even to those that only look for me in times of trouble.
It is my fault for sharing my problems and seeking advices from anyone. Apologies if I have cause anyone any additional worries. Ok maybe not worries but making anyone feel frustrated to listen to me. I have no intention to disturb. Though you guys might not want to listen to my worries, I welcome you guys to confide in me when you need to.
Sorry if i accidentally affected anyone’s mood because of me. You guys can go enjoy your life instead of being irritated by me. Sorry. I shouldn’t bother anyone when I am sick, in pain, depressed etc … I don’t blame anyone for what’s happening to my life. I blame myself and I am the cause of my messed up mind.
I should learn to conceal emotions and simply drift … … I am not giving up on my life instead I am gonna change it so I won’t be affected by aloof attitudes. Even if I give my life up, nevermind it’s my problem but I will try to make my life positive first … if positivity doesn’t work … maybe an extreme solution has to be used.
