Suddenly, my momentum of life becomes pretty quiet. Though, I am angered by some deafening noises. Other than that, I have been confining myself alot. Silence seems to be creeping into my path, maybe I am still trying to adjust to it. I miss those times but I guess it’s good for one to focus on current issues. As for me, I can deal with both.

It is not about me craving for constant attention which infact I do not think I am ever the center of attention before. It does not matter but it will be nice, if one can just stop by and simply greet me with a hello. When I do not smile, I know I can look pretty fierce and cold but once you know me, you will know I can be funny.

Looking at people around me, I do kind of envy them. It is just a moment of envy as I have decided to remove envy and jealousy in my life so I will never feel bitter. Life is too short for comparison. When will it be my turn to enjoy my bliss and be surrounded by warmth? I have pictured my future, a simple life …