Still a few more days before end of June but I cant wait for it to be over. It’s a painful month be it mentally or physically.
Getting sick, burnt, banged my head … maybe that’s because negativity was playing tricks in my head & it created forces that became actions that caused all these. 
I am trying to question myself. What do I really want? Why cant I just be myself or maybe trying to be myself is making me unhappy?
I treasure people whom I really care & love. I try my best to assist my friends & family in whatever ways I can. Maybe it does take a toll in my life. Yes I do ramble & rant when I feel that I’m not appreciated. But I dont really mean it. I believe in giving & giving forever.
Sometimes, things can start out pretty simple but gets complicated as time goes by. Did I cross the line & make someone unhappy over the things I have done? Or did I fall deeper & get myself entangled which I am surprised I aint fighting it. It hurts when someone comes to you when they need you , tossed you aside when you’re not or simply ignore you as a quick solution.
Will situations get better if I come clear & stop concealing my real feelings & emotions? Am I entitled to a little love & concern? Can anyone see me? 
ALONE - 1 simple word but with a profound meaning. Sometimes we do feel alone even with our family & friends beside us.
I do mind what kind of impressions I cast on people but just a little that’s all. Im sure most of you share the same sentiments.
I believe in simplicity. A stable & joyful journey with people I love being part of it.
Will you embark on a journey with me?
